Stay Awake For Me...

I was still awake
Suffering from a heart break
Just trying to get by
Stop these tears that I cry
I wish I could just lay down and die
As I sit alone in the rain
I just can’t seem to stop the pain
Please unleash me from these chains
As I curl up on the ground
My pain and sadness all around
My sad song is the only sound
In the darkness you were my light
You helped me live through these terrible nights
Now for you I weld this knife
That will end this horrible miserable life
“angel of death please oh please
Just put me out of my misery”
As I slit my wrists and hope to die
I think about how you didn’t even say goodbye
I know we can’t escape from our destinies
But without you mine was never meant to be
“the day you walked through my door
My pain and suffering was no more
And now that we are apart
Im dead of a broken heart”
You can’t feel pain
If its all you ever felt
You can’t be hurt
if you refused to be helped
you can’t stay awake at night
unless in your mind he’s calling
you can’t be caught and lifted to your feet
if you were never falling
you can’t just fake a smile
when your world is torn apart
you can’t say your fine
when truly you are not
you can’t cry your eyes out
and let it ruin your shirt
you can’t pretend everything’s ok
when inside your really hurt
I can’t be broken hearted
And this is so true
My heart was never whole to begin with
And it's because of you…